Bought $15,000 of NFTs that are now worth less than the gas fees

I was in three Discord servers telling me to ape in. I bought pixelated animals, generative art, and something called a "meta-land parcel." I even took out a small personal loan for the last purchase because I didn't want to miss the mint. My OpenSea portfolio now shows a total value of about $120. The personal loan is still $4,800.